Monday, October 31, 2016

Learning to share my emotions...

I have strayed far away from writing anything on this blog for several months.  Time has been good and bad.
Past is behind me, leaving with it, sadness and tears for things not resolved.  However, life is full of ups and downs, and I am trying to live in the best positive environment possible~love.  And, living in the present moment, taking in every little blessing and grace, loving the family around you...this is all soul satisfying.

Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life, or so it seems.  Emory appointment.  Repeat bone marrow biopsy, labs to include more genetic testing.  Where do we go from here?  Six weeks without chemo, and I can tell a difference in my QOL.  Yes, QOL.  Quality of Life.  That's what they try to provide for us until a cure is found.  Mine has tanked.  Save ya all the details, but this journey is the hardest one I have ever been on.